so.
haven't been updating for quite sometime.
it's 10% due to my prelims, and 90% is attributed to the sheer lack of blogging mood. (see how little prelims affect me.)
well despite all, here i am again.

let me tell you straight, prelims suck.
it just can't suck any more than this.
it definitely succeded in making me feel 2 things about myself,
stupid and okay, stupid again!
i wanna cry, i wanna jump, i wanna kill myself for not performing till now.
WHY???

it's UNFAIR.
i'm starting to feel that way.